I Don't Know how much more of this Tooth Pain I can take

Hey All

Hello All

I Do not really write journals much about all this but if i don't i feel im going to explode. So In april i am due to have a big dental operation 9 teeth or more will be coming out and yes im terrified but right now im in agony i can't eat properly without pain killers and when i do eat i end up with a bad stomach to go along with it.Today i woke up and its just to much because as a lot of my friends know i also have a hypersensitive nervous system and chronic arthritis and today my spine and legs are killing me i have no pain killers today have to wait until tomorrow.The worst is im trying to keep myself busy but as most of that i spend on my laptop its hard for me to get comfortable where i am sitting at the moment.I Am in so much pain i just want to cry and its not helping my mental health either because now i am getting dark thoughts of how to stop the pain and i do not want to feel like that at all.This is not an attention seeking journal entry i just have to get how i am feeling out before i crack up as i said before.right now i am climbing the walls i want to smash shit up because the pain is also making me angry i just want it to stop

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I Really Want To Learn But I Do Not Understand The Tutorials One Bit
Any Help Would Be Gladly Appreciated
I need someone who can basically break the tutorial down for me
Im not very good at the codes etc But I have created some textures
that I Think would also look lovely on Journal Skins Im all for learning different types of art but css is beyond me so Would be great if anyone could help thankyou

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First Of All I Deeply Wan't To Apologise to Easy-Shutter on my original comment for his "Gambler" piece that got a DD This Week.
It was not my intention to come across as what some would assume a Bully
I believe we are an entitled to our own opinions each one is Not going to be the same
it was not My intention also to upset or hurt anyones feelings. However it would see I was not the only one
with a negative opinion about this piece getting a DD So please whoever else is giving me a hard time just know I am not the only one I unlike some retracted my original opinion it came across totally wrong also sorry for my poor english/grammer hate being Dyslexic but I hope you will understand what I mean.I know I am not the best artist out there thats why I am under hobbyist and not professional but it does take a lot to be a photographer and it must have taken the model confidence to do this in the first place at first I did not appreciate everything behind this photograph or its need for a Daily Deviation however after reading others comments I stand back and say the idea behind this piece is very well put out there.Again I agree a opinion does not have to come across as Bullying so Im so sorry if it did All The Best

Hello All
A Few Weeks Ago I Created a group for all Deviant Artists to join on Facebook
a place to share our works aswell as Deviant art of course I do NOT share your work myself the idea is you join the group
and share your own work so if Any of you are Interested heres the link

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we welcome all

Okay so many of you like my new Fractal work and Im so Overwhelmed
but then some have been nasty and unpolite which I guess just comes with the Territory of being an artist
But From the start I NEVER claimed to be a proffessional or an star at Fractals far from it
I have been honest and said I use the Fractalius Plugin which As I Have seen many also use here
I also do other types of work gothic,fantasy,stock,avatars,stamps,3d they all come with hard work
I just do not need anyone thinking I am NOT appreciative I have waited for a long time to get a piece noticed
on the front page I have been an artist for over 6 years now and it means a lot to me but i also do not want people
thinking im some kind of cheat or fake because Im NOT at the end of the day there are those who love your work and those who
will hate it and I get that it comes with the gig and I refuse to make anyone make me feel bad about myself anymore I have let to many people do that over the years and not just with my art I may NOT be the perfect Artist or the best d.a has ever seen but I assure you a lot of love goes into every piece of art work that I do wether it takes 3-5 hours or just 5 minutes I create art for myself because I love to create art and love to share it with the world and hope you will all like it. Some have said your not artist all you did was add a filter that happens to be a fractal filter that maybe true but just look at my other works my gothic and fantasy work for instance a lot of those took time choosing the right stock,right textures,colours and everything else that goes into making a wonderful piece of art work.
Yes anyone and everyone can create the fractal art I did and thats the truth Im Nothing special I know that but wether you think that or not
it won't stop me from being an artist I do a piece everyday to perfect my skills so I will never forget how to create I just wished people would understand that art is important to me I inspire to be the best I can I look at some pieces and think WOW I wished I was that Talented but then I know its wronge to compare myself to others everyone is equal and has there own skill here on D.A
Sorry just had to get some stuff off my chest because I am NOT One to make anyone feel bad at all and Im sorry If I did.

XXXAimeeXXX

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I Know Im NOT The best artist in the world
infact most Times I feel I am just a crappy beginner on the outside
amongst all of you wonderful artists out there.
Even after 6 years of being an Artist I am always learning.
Im so glad you all like my new fractal work hey everyone can do them
guess Im just feeling down on myself right now....

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Thankyou everyone for all of your kind words and favorites.
I wished I could do fractals the proper way like so many other Fractal artists
they inspire me so much maybe one day I will get my head around Gimp or Apophysis
But for now I Have The Redfield Fractalius 1.83 Plugin
which I use on Photo Impact X3 it can also be used on Photoshop
and You can Buy The Redfield Fractalius 1.83 Plugin
On there website Just look for it on google.
Yes anyone can make these if they have the right Art Programme
I do not want to cheat anyone and make anyone think
Im some amazing artist im far from it i just enjoy doing all different types
of art from digital-Stamps so i Am so happy you all like them





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So Apparently Me giving a link out to the Fractalius plugin is against there terms which I did not know so im sorry folks
I am going to have to tell you,you will have to buy it sorry about that.
Here is the link to the proper site were you can Buy the Fractalius Plugin

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So I downloaded The Fractalius Plugin To my Photo impact x3
and tonight I gave it ago and I am really pleased with what I came up with
I have done a few pieces from tigers to flowers and Hope to do more
for me it always a joy to learn new techniques in art and seeing so many wonderful
fractals and other pieces of art work it gives me a high to finally have learnt how to do it
however I am not perfect and even after 5 years of being an artist I still put myself to the test
and try other things I will NEVER ever call myself Professional its just not me however There
are pieces I am incredibly proud of that I have spent anything from 3-6 hrs on so Im happy now
to be able to use the fractalius plugin I have always loved Fractal art.
So today I shall be uploading some Fractal pieces I created I hope you all enjoy my new work

xxxAimeexxx

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Hello Dear Friends And Watchers
Just realised I had not written a Journal in a while well since my Birthday.
How is everyone?
Not really much news to report just been creating more free stock for you all to use
I always love to create and see what you can all do with my stock
I have been suffering with my teeth lately so another Dental appointment is on the cards
again very soon. I hope everyone had a lovely Valentine's Day this year My Boyfriend spoilt me
rotten he got me a huge valentine's tatty teddy,a cuddly pink and white teddy,Muppet babies stationary set,
2 writing books which i plan to write poetry etc in them at some point,dvds loads
And we had a spoil meal from takeaway i have been craving hot wings lately lol so
had a big box of them nom
Anyway not much news for now but wanted everyone to know that
I am still alive hee hee

Much Love
xxxAimeexxx

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Thankyou for all of your kind Birthday messages and gift art they are lovely and mean a lot to me
I am now 30 years old bye bye to my 20s boo hoo lol had some lovely presents off my boyfriend,friends and family
and in good spirits right now! Sorry this is only short my wrist has been hurting a lot lately especially yesterday so Im trying
not to use it so much anyway just wanted to stop by and say thankyou

Ho Ho Ho
Hello Dear Friends
I Hope You All Had A Lovely Christmas This Year.
We Had a quiet and small one this year as we had a situation
to deal with and by the time all that was over it was too late to buy big presents etc so it was just a small one but was still nice will make up for it in the new year as I did not have time to get everyone presents sorry I have not been on D.A much the past few weeks And just incase Im not around new yrs eve I want to wish everyone all the best in 2013

Much Love
xxAimeexx

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Hello Friends
Im sorry I have not been so active on here lately
for the past few days I have been in agony with My Arthritis
especially in my wrists my right one the most so its been really painful
for me to write,type,use photoshop everything really I am able to
write this now as I have taken Solpadol (Pain Killers) thank god for them
Otherwise i think i would be crying 24/7 So anyway Im taking a little break
until Im not so sore.

Hope everyone is well

Much Love
xxxAimeexxx

Hello All
Im Sorry I Have Not Been Around Much lately
or submitted any new pieces But I Have been experiencing
Severe Cluster Migraines as of late I am off to the Doctors
next week but This is the first time I have used my laptop in days
because All I Have wanted to do lately is sleep so I will be popping
on and off but won't be sticking around for hours like I usually do will try to get some art done.
Hope everyone is well will try to be back soon!!!

Much Love
xxAimeexx

Hello All
Im sorry I have not been very conversationable lately
The past few days I have been suffering from Cluster Migraines
So Took Medication and slept most of the days away
There horrible I could not see out of my right eye and Im so dizzy and confused
when Im like this nothing gets done least of all any Art work But im a bit more
stable at the moment even though I feel rougher than pig shit lol
Just a quick journal to say Im still around just a bit quite
I hope everyone is well.
Much Love
xxAimeexx